Mood:
blueis a whole year since we lost my sweet Minstrel I had such a bad day yesterday, spent most of it in tears, I was doing ok till I came across her dog tags whilst tidying up.. (I keep em in my bedroom) it's not usually a problem for me and I need to keep her near me, I have 3 portraiss in the ounge, and she's on each of them, everywhere I look Minstrel is here. and it cut me up real bad yesterday. Today isnt too much easier either coz it's a lovely sunny day here and Minstrel would have been sunning herself across from the kitchen window.
I was up in the attic a few days ago and found some professional portraits done of her from years ago that I thought I'd lost. will scan em in I am upto it later and let you all share her smiles.
I have lots fo dvd's with Minstrel on them but so far have not been able to bring myself to watch them.. I might just do that later.. it'll either cheer me up or finish me off altogether.
anyways, just thought I'd say whats on my mind. please have a quick look at Minstrel's pages today in her honour.
Posted by mica_holcroft
at 12:59 PM BST
